The silmarillion

The silmarillion - The fall of Gondolin

The silmarillion is one of the epics among numerous written by JRR Tolkien under Middle Earth Legendrium. The fall of Gondolin is one of the chapters of "the Silmarillion" and personally for me the saddest. Here I've tried to put my despair on a pen over its destruction.

O' Gondolin

Why did you fall

You were the guardian of the fair

You were the beauty of heaven.

You were love of Turgon

You were foe of Melkor.

You were destiny of Tuor

You were lust of Maeglin

You were guardian of eldar.

You were death to dark.

You were deceived by a traitor.

You were raised to hell

You were the first

You were the final

After you

no one could escape darkness's tallion.

You children perished.

Valour was lost

But

O' Gondolin

Despair not

From your ashes

Star of west was born

O' Gondolin

There will never be

the green trees

the white halls

the clear sky

O' Gondolin

Why did you fall.

Deep Inside

Deep Inside

Digging deeper in silence

Stealing everything from the present

Thoughts so illusionary,

Memories in bits and pieces,

Leave you blindfolded

Running from reality

False promises, diseasing thoughts

Gazing in emptiness

Lost somewhere you are

Life seems to be a dream

Death the only end to it

It laughs back every time

And the joke is on you

Deep beneath

Caught in the smoke clouds

It’s like a drug

You want to live through

Searching for answers

Hiding from probing stares

Fighting back the shadows

You are lost

 Deep inside looking

For a place where u belong

Into the dark

Into the dark

Day ends Wounded, sun sinking down,

Staring into the night, fuzzy everything seems

Stars digging down the clouds,

Moonlight seeping through

Strange thoughts crossing through mind,

Wish I could reach through the past,

Or Look into the future to

Heal the Shattered conscience

Life seems to be a puzzle in pieces

Yesterday far from perfect,

Today an incomplete thought,

Tomorrow a staring demon

Dreams are ghosts snuggled in darkness

Leave you gasping for air when eyes open,

With open eyes decoy dreams

Steal everything slowly in silence

Before u realize what you lost chasing

In the dust of darkness, thoughts racing in head            

Crawling are the demons, opening the wounds,     

Walking into the dark, looking for the dawn

to burn them down, there is nothing but

silence screaming into the dark                

Back Then

Back Then

Going back to the start

rushing through the puzzles

I never thought it would be so hard

To find a way out

I fell in love all over

Every time I looked at you

Now caught in the darkness

I suffer the deafening silence

Somewhere you took everything

and I kept looking into ur eyes

only to watch u fade away

from the shadows of memory

It took time to pick me up

But none to tear me down

and the wounds are healing

In the illusion of time

Been through all this

from the beginning till the end

Gone for good are those days

Of living through the pain

But way down deep

I still want to

Keep looking at you

Like back then